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Bella Thorne spoke frankly about her history of abuse on Instagram Tuesday.
Opening up in a lengthy Instagram Tuesday, the former Disney Channel actress, 21, revealed she was 'molested her whole life.'
Actress/author/director - Screed - 'need - Validation
The actress/author/director started her screed by wondering about her 'need' for validation.
'What is wrong with me? Why do I always need Validation from everyone but mostly men...' she started, 'What is wrong with me? Why do I always need Validation from everyone but mostly men...
Relationship - Self - Things - Scary - Eyes
Seeming to address her relationship, she said: 'Everyone keeps telling me to be single, be alone, and make your self happy. But All those things sound so **** scary to me. all I want is him. I want him to hold me, I want him to love me, I want him to tell me it's ok, I want him to look me in the eyes and let me know I'm accepted.'
'Why? Because I can't accept myself. For some reason in my head I'm just not **** good enough. Not good enough for him or Her or anyone else.
Look - 'next - Look
'And if it's not him I just look for the 'next' him, or her Why can't I just look for the next me? Find me and accept me.
'Was it because I was molested my whole life,' she wondered.
Age - World - Anything - Bella
'Exposed to sex at such a young age it's all I know how to offer to the world...or is it because I was raised to think I wasn't good enough. Not good enough for her or anything else,' Bella said.
'But it doesn't matter what happened to me.. What matters is whats happening to me right now. I can't blame my childhood, in fact I can't blame anyone for anything.
She blamed herself...
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