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Pregnant, sick, exhausted and overwhelmed…all while taking care of a sick toddler. Feeling really low, unsure and doubting myself, how am I actually supposed to be able to handle all this with two children? Wondering if I’ll be good enough, strong enough for two littles who will depends on me. Feeling unable to juggle life as it is now, even though each day this baby inside me continues to grow and is closer to entering the outside world. Scared I’m going to lose that last little bit of myself that’s not “mom”. Feeling no one around me truly understands even when I try explaining myself, because even I don’t fully understand myself. I love my babies more than anything, just not really sure this facade of balancing it all truly exists when you’re a mom. I know this day/week/phase too shall pass, just hoping I’m not alone in feeling like this sometimes.